Loss
I sat in my classroom and stared at the board, The teacher taught lessons that I thoroughly abhorred. The lessons that we needed were left unexplored, I wanted to study what I couldn’t afford. I wanted to know how to deal with your loss, And how to deal with memories that I can’t just toss, To control my thoughts, for I am my own boss, How to move on from what I stumbled across. What I stumbled across is experienced by a few What I stumbled across changed me, too. What I stumbled across can’t be true Because what I stumbled across was losing you. On the 27th of December, I lost you to the skies, I watched as you left with tears in my eyes, I saw motion on the ECG but my vision lies, Because you are no more and I’m drowning in sighs. I’m drowning in sighs of disproportionate shock, There was supposed to be time left on the clock, I can’t pretend to be healing when people want to talk, Because ...